To.. freedom

Sometimes God speaks in dreams. Im really bad at remembering dreams so when I remember one, I make sure I figure out the meaning!!
Last year I had a vivid dream so I emailed a woman I know at church about it that has a gift when it comes to interpreting dreams.-- In my dream I drank like 50 glasses of milk. I just sat there and drank milk, everytime it was empty I would fill it back up. Every now and then it would be water but I still drank it and then filled it back up with milk again.

Last year I wasnt involved in the church at all, I simply went in and went out. The only thing Ive really done there is Alpha but nothing more involved. I looked up that dream I had last year and it was almost one year ago (5/5/2008).. Arlene interpreted it and had emailed me back "In the new testament, milk represents the word of God for new believers, as we start out as baby christians, God gives us spiritual milk to drink. Then as we mature, we can handle stronger stuff. Your dream seems like you are pounding spiritual milk, so you are thirsty for God's word, which is awesome. The water is a symbol of the spirit of God, and that's good too. 1 Peter 2:2 "Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation."

I thought it was kinda cool to notice that today because last year I think things were moving in the right direction in my life but nothing actually happened. This year Ive done How to Minister Like Jesus, Ive joined a small group, and now Healing Journey. Last night they did 'more light' on me on a particular feeling I had - guilt. Which ended up turning into anger, helplessness. and many other feelings. Normally when I would think back to specific bad things that happened in my childhood, it made me mad and frustrated. Now I feel bad for bad for the people who have hurt me and I see it as their problem not who they are. I will be praying for healing for them instead of always making myself the victim. God has completely healed me from the specific issue I had. Obviously I have many other issues but to know that one can be completely set free gives me hope and faith that God will take care of the rest. I know He will.