I have had a rough day to say the least. I did some stuff and said some stuff Im not proud of last night and today Im definitely feeling the consequences of my actions. I dont try to pretend Im perfect and I know Im WAY off from that.. This blog is just an outlet to express how Im feeling and continue on my journey with God and the people I love. I know Im a very broken person with a lot of garbage. For me, God is a way for me to have hope. Without Him, there is just an evil world with a bunch of evil 'things' trying to get you. It really does seem like its you against the world. I mean you cant take anyone with you when you die..you are alone. (in that sense) . Ive always felt a sense of peace and comfort knowing there is a higher power and praying and growing as an individual.
Before I was a Christian, I was a child.. so its hard for me to know anything else. I was 14 or 15 when I was baptized and thats when I felt like my life changed for the better. My outlook on life was different from that point on. I was no longer afraid to die.. when I had a problem I could talk to God and it was released.. the worry was gone... I always had someone with me, I was not 'alone' anymore. So really this is all Ive ever known and all I do know. I dont know facts.. I cant quote every bible verse in the bible.. so yeah dont get in an argument with me about this.. I can only speak about whats on my heart and my experiences and if thats not enough for you then Im sorry.
Anyways, Im ready for Ambers wedding this weekend in Schaumburg. She is getting married at the golf course and having the reception inside. Im soooo excited. I bought a dress for it a couple months ago that I havent worn yet. Its a little short, so now Im debating on whether or not I should wear it. Hmm. The best way for me to shop is to look at Elizabeth's pics on facebook. I swear she never wears an outfit twice so all I have to do is find a dress I like and then tell her to bring it to me lol Awesome way to shop! haha
Off to browse facebook... :)
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