To.. staying calm.

This week has been messed up for me.. I wish it wasnt so crazy. Really, on the outside everythings okay but inside, its turmoil. Somehow I managed to get like 4 people mad at me this week and I work alone.. what the eff.. .UGH! Im usually really good at avoiding drama. I stay clear of it whereever I go but for some reason this week its been impossible to do my job when other people are hazards in the way. Whatever.. Im over it. Two people told me I need to get thick skin and quit being so sensitive..whatever, go screw yourself lol. Juuuust kidding! :) I am really trying not to be mean but it really bothers me when people think Im intentionally doing something I am not. If I were doing it then I would be totally fine with it but its when you arent doing something and you get yelled at for doing it. I know that probably sounds confusing.. whatever.. Im over it! DONE!

I am looking forward to the weekend beginning. Today is a gorgeous day outside! Dan and I are having a couple people over for a cookout, should be perfect weather for that. I hope our grill works! It was acting weird the other day.. it wouldnt get warm. That worries me.. hmm. Ill be doing some praying before dinner tonight, haha.
Tomorrow Dan is playing at Farmers market and we have the gallery tomorrow night. Pretty relaxed weekend. Next weekend is Ambers Wedding in Schaumburg!!%$%^^ Im so excited.. I really cant wait.

I feel so blessed to live where all my family and friends are but today Ive made a conscious decision (along with my husband) that we are going to move when he is done with school. Soooo in about 5 years. lol I really want to live on the west coast and Dan just wants to move. I used to be so held down by my family, specifically my mom, but I dont think I can live like that anymore. I need to do what I want and why should I live somewhere where Im not happy?! We want to buy a house in about 5 years and thinking about it I really couldnt figure out where we wanted to raise our family.... St. Joseph, Savoy, Mahomet, Champaign? None of those ideas sounded good to me.. mostly because if we did live outside of Champaign we would have to drive.. in the winter. Not my thing. I dont like Champaign schools and Savoy is a great town but the school thats being built there is considered Champaign. I really dont want to compromise. Im not a country girl.. or a city girl.. I just like warm weather and scenary! I really want to live in Arizona.. somewhere around there. I need to do a lot more research and actually go there to know where to live lol but I was thinking a place where you get all the seasons. I think its Flagstaff, my friend said that when she lived there and it snowed, you could walk outside in a tshirt... how freakin perfect is that?!?!?! :)